My personality

 

my personality?

It's like the fire; burning the woods when it's angry or warming the campers when it's cool

I'm full of passion and enthusiasm

full of love to present

for those who only deserve

I'm a sad poem and though, sadness is always turning into an uplifting

the fire always renews itself, becomes harder and higher

I never give up

I'm straightforward

I don't like lies, I appreciate honesty

smart brains

kind hearts

and warrior spirits

I defend with a solid heart when I sense the danger coming closer to my beloveds 

or to me

I have alternatives, always walking with a plan B

I'm never ashamed of myself

never faked it to make someone likes it

but I tolerate

I'm a dreamer, sometimes I be dangerously dissociated 

but I still figure out a way out 

I love fiction, psychology, astronomy and parapsychology; the hidden part of the world always makes me thrilled

I dare to challenge and I never lose

I learn and win

I totally get obsessed over details,

and I drown into the ocean of dreamish scenes 

to write them down, to exploit them, to turn them into masterpieces

to transform a nightmare into a possible legend

I love simplicity,

and I hate those who talk with pride and pure rudeness

I hate hypocrites

but I love diplomatic personalities

I love brainstormings,

good food, puzzles,

cold nights and the sea

whatever scares me, attracts me 

just to prove that it's not that bulky

I love nostalgic stuff and I prone to hoard memories in boxes or files

I love the past, I live the present as much as I can

and despite I panic over the future, 

I prepare for it...

put me into something and I'll show you how spontaneously I could make it great

my music taste is like an ocean rage 

slowly turning into a charming calm wave on the shore

I sway paradoxically between the black and white

I rarely feel neutral,

either the thing or nothing.

And what I mostly want to mention is that I'm the most friendly monster you will ever know.

maybe today I'm not good

but tomorrow I'll be perfect

maybe my mental illness is screwing my mood, abilities or my passion

towards any activity

but as I said, I never give up

One day I'll be more eligible to pursue new objectives and get to be

a better version as I was always doing. 

I know no loss beyond my fears, I only know wars

and I'm a fueled soldier ready to fight back.